This collection was created as a personal journey—an outlet to process the trauma surrounding my neck surgery. After spending ten months stuck in bed, managing both recovery and anxiety while running a small business alone, I found that painting became an essential part of my healing. Previously, exercise was my go-to method for coping with anxiety, but with two discs removed and three vertebrae fused, that’s no longer an option. Instead, this collection reflects the emotions that arise during those moments when anxiety takes hold. Some pieces emerge unexpectedly from intense waves of emotion, making them truly unique expressions of experience. Due to lingering nerve damage in my right arm and hand, the way I create has evolved. Some works come from long-held ideas—ones that have stayed with me since 2014—while others are newer, reflecting the present moment. Each piece in this collection has its own raw and authentic story, though some may feel a little unconventional. If you find meaning in these works, you might also enjoy exploring "Inspirations of Mania, Drawings", where I turn to drawing when I temporarily run out of oil painting inspirations. Or "Just Winging It", which showcases my latest pieces that carry a lighter, more uplifting tone. Thank you for taking the time to experience this collection—I hope it resonates with you in its own way!